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i used to smile eveytime know that i will see you soon.
but now, even from a distance seeing you, my tears will flow, my heart will break.
i no longer able to control my tears.
13th - 15th days of holiday >>> super tire...welfare of people...had fun...seen a lot...
mmm....just gonna name a few important events that striked me the most....coz' this camp isn't that close to my heart as i wanted to...
aaahhhzz....taking care of the welfare of all the campers...they are management committee members from RP's clubs, IGs and CCAs...i was like a labourer...doing bubu work i seldom or never did...haha... i had to make drinks from syrup water...carrying heavy packets of ice...carry the heavy water containers...3 times a day...making hot milo was the most difficult...for supper...and i woke up super early to make it for their breadfast...walk till siao...arms are soared...
thanks to bernard...edmund...zack...ken...jessie...kenny...for helping...
being the welfare head did stretch my capacity to serve my peers and those i do not know...it taught me to be humble...my contributions may not be recongised publicly...but the main committee knows me and recongised my efforts...and that's what matters to me most...even there's misunderstanding with some people...
leaders are not perfect people...and definitely not me...
next...dragon boat...so fun sia...a dragon boat that doesn't look like one...small...dirty...looks as though will capsize any moment...and no signs of any looks of a dragon...i'm so scared of it...my first attempt...the instructors' bodies are very well built...haha...oooppsss...that's not what i'm focusing...
learning to pedal and dragon boat -ing was the issue...heee...not bad...fun...learned the banana cheer...funny...and also the watermelon one from zack...lol...kallang river is very dirty...yyeeekkksss...i got my tan...i'm darker now...yeah...:)
played much interesting team building games that i definitley would propose for other camps... great team i had...funny...fruities...
building of a raft...fun...tiring...no knowledge of building one though...haiz...there is so much more in the world i do need to read, learn and experience much more in life...i was being capsized again...twice...first was the failure of the raft which collasped when we only sailed 2 metres away from shore....haha...next was a intentionally one done by bo shi and yi feng...what the...bubu them....i drank 2 mouthfuls of the DIRTY...OILY...BROWN...sea water...
even the thought of the sea water makes me puke...till now...OMG...
camp fire was entertaining...we had pole dance...indian dance...line dance...sex change performance...acting...nice...
took bus 167 from the 1st stop at sembawang with dino till the bus interchange at bukit merah...we napped on the bus...reached home at 12am...tired...all worn out...
received a call which gave me some info...some politics issues...i mean i don't give a d*** for such bubu opinions...i was feeling a little sad...but it okiez now...
i do "sound" (as in write) with a little heck care attitude now...sorry people...will be okiez after some more beauty sleep...
i just wanna throw away some tension i'm having since day 1 of RP...
16th day of holiday >>> back to sqaure one...
back to sch in the morning....really didn't feel like going back...but i need to...
poly forum discussion...till 12pm...
administrative works for cypher and sa...
collect my other barang barang from dino's container...ta pao food from school canteen...home...
ate...tv-ing...slept till 6.30pm...
felt that tension of doing things quick, good, excellent, efficient, prefect once again...and also expecting all these from people...i just can't relax totally...i take almost all things quite seriously...i'm a bubu...
how to relax?? so sianz about always reminding myself to relax...even when i sleep...gosh~
i'm considering to go spa...wanna trial if it will relaxes me...haiz...
gonna be attend ing a forum discussion with PM Lee Hsein Long @ 30th Oct 2004, Istana...will ve cool...fun...tense again...stress...thanks to david lee yeah...(",)
i miss my friends...i miss seeing them...
m3aning of bubu for today : tension...i need someone to make me relax...emotionally and mentally...
quote :
"The true leader SERVES. SERVES people. Serves their best interests, and in so doing will not always be popular, may not always impress.
But because true leaders are motivated by loving concern rather than a desire for personal glory, they are WILLING to pay the price."
1 thing you might not know about me : i wear a 5.5 shoe size...small feet right?? don't laugh about it...
NAME: fel.
AGE: 23.
BIRTHDAY: 7th Feb 1985
HOROSCOPE: Aquarius.
loves shooping for & carrying/wearing different bags and shoes
adores skincare, cosmetics & accessories
eyeliner, mascara, gloss & shimmer are a must
likes reading books & magazines, cycling & strooling in parks
playing & taking care of my pet rabbits
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good grades
02 PDA phone
Exlim Digital Camera
more shoes
gucci bag
taggy.
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