itz been long since i felt so much for a guy...to miss and think about him so much till i wanna strangle myself for being so bu....
i had lost that feeling few year back and now found it once again....good or bad? i can't decide...
i am so being 2 person at 1 time....
when i'm not in his arms....i'm the independent and leader-leader me....love to have and say my point of view and suan him....lol~~~and he always laughs it off....
but when he holds me...i'm the gentle dove, a gal who compliances to his words and enjoys being the little woman by his side....i like this other side of me but it's weird....
is it from my heart? or something i'm acting out? am i not as strong as i thought? do i need him to reflect my feminine side?
i know i'm a very serious, slow, mono-toned person in life....i seldom wanna talk unless with my close buddies....i can't seem to understand how i am at different situations....itz all crazy....
when do you guys know who you really are?