I'm glad i had round up my FYP, just 1 more final one at late dec. Need to submit my PP by this month or later dec. Attend and get my As during my 3 modules, and i'm done in RP. But before i leave, i have 1 f***ing issues to settle:
FRUSTRATION ONE!!!!!
damn **** i don't exist in her eyes ya??
f***ing bitch to ruin the culture of ours.
you think you can do it all without us, f*** you!!
you hadn't witness my contributions since yr 1 and so don't f***king act in front of me!
f*** the actors in front of her.
if i wasn't acting like a "gentleman", i would confronted you and f*** you.
you had demolished all my heart, passion and service to this group. f*** you!!!
i'm coming back to challenge your and some others' authority in this group.
FRUSTRATION TWO!!!!!
the fact of setting restrictions on me is still hindering my progress with him.
so what if he knows how i feel, it's still a selfish relationship.
sometimes i really don't know how to express my feelings to you.
we just have to sliently part each night.
when i need you, i'm 2nd to your list. you can't be there for me, you can't call me, you can't come see me.
i feel like crying now, but you can't do anything. everything is the next day, the next few hours.
the depression mode of abnormal feasting is back. i'm upset. i can change the fate of SA but i can't change the fate of me and him.
