life's been better with the new job at citibank, tons of paperwork to handle but at least it's a fruitful experience and cute guys to go lunching with, not to say my pri sch friend whose lunching occasionally lunching with me as well, and also SHOPPING Spree during lunch hours is fun. =)
but these few days hasn't been sleeping well, having weird dreams. sleeping around 11am, will wake up around 3-4am, back to sleep and awake again by 6am+.
this morning dreamt about SA, student ambassadors from RP. I guess i'm griefed about the dying state of this interest group. haiz.
next, knowing certain truths doesn't set you free, instead giving you fear, insecurities, confusion and emotional burdens. and this part of struggle that i have, i do need a man to help me unhook from these.
my close friends are getting engaged, married, ROM, having kids, colleagues from citibank are mostly in those states as well. The world is getting MARRIED like anything. and woo....i'm fearful of this....